I lost it the other morning. Like from 0-60 in 5 seconds lost it. My poor husband was the victim.
He informed me of an important matter and I took it as one more thing added to my plate or stack of plates. They all came unbalanced and toppled to the floor.
I have 5 or 6 jobs and you have one!!! I don’t need one more thing to think about!
And like bullets being fired from a machine gun the words exploded.
And it felt GOOD!
For a minute.
He left for work. I kept folding the piled up laundry, planning out my homeschool day, thinking of the work that needed to be done and errands and talking to myself as I did:
I’m just not appreciated. My jobs don’t end. I’m not paid for my jobs. Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah…… (yeah, I know..insert eye roll here..me too)
Like almost immediately. HE gently nudged me.
I picked up my phone..
Called his cell. Thinking, well, this may not go well. But, I have to obey and apologize. Shame on me, I am so blessed.
He answered. I apologized and he offered grace.
Grace. Undeserved. Beautiful. Grace.
Just like Jesus. My husband just offered me grace. That is love. That is loving like Jesus.
Grace. Forgiveness. Undeserved. Yet freely given.
Ephesians 1:7 ~ He is so rich in kindness and grace that he purchased our freedom with the blood of his Son and forgave our sins.
Colossians 3:13 ~ Make allowance for each other’s faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others.
GRACE looks a whole lot like forgiveness.
How many times have I withheld grace when I should have offered it freely?
Do I extend grace just as God has extended HIS grace to me?
Until Next Time,