{Let me preface this post with this…I originally wrote the main part of this post 2 days before God spoke to me through the obedient vessels who are my sweet sisters in Christ. (they know who they are). If you don’t believe that God still speaks to you through others and by The power of The Holy Spirit, well that’s your opinion. Because I’m here to tell ya that HE STILL DOES. AND, the very SAME POWER that conquered the grave lives in those who know HIM personally. HE still speaks. HE still moves. GOD still answers prayers. HE is the same today as HE was yesterday and tomorrow HE WILL NOT CHANGE. }
I have these dreams. I allow myself to believe that I can achieve them. Then I allow myself to believe that I cannot achieve them.
It’s crazy really.
I have faith. Then I let doubt take over.
I profess that “I’m really gonna do ____ ”
Then I hide the dreams calling. Hidden away for a little bit longer.
And then there’s the things that I don’t know the answers to yet that puzzle me. They freeze me in my tracks at times. When I don’t know exactly what is next and I want to know. What do I do next? I do the next right thing. I do. I go. That is what we are called to do. The next right thing that brings God glory. Doesn’t have to be big. Doesn’t have to stand out.
The thing is, I’m not promised tomorrow. You aren’t either..and if you’ve lost a loved one you know this truth all too well. And if I don’t start acting I may miss out on a blessing that comes with obedience. Not only that, I may miss out on allowing God to use me to be a blessing to someone else. Same goes for you too.
The dreams aren’t really all that far-fetched. I’ve even spoken them out loud. I’ve had others ask when I’m going to _____…
I know I’m supposed to. I know the steps to take.
What’s stopping me?
Me. Just me. I’m stopping me.
AND IT IS TIME TO STOP.
HIDDEN AWAY NO LONGER
If I don’t step out in faith and do whatever HE asks of me then I will grieve HIM. When we know what we are supposed to do and we choose to not obey, we are being disobedient or rebellious. That is sin. Sin grieves The Holy Spirit. I don’t want to grieve him. Grief is a terrible feeling. I want my life to look radical, obedient, and for others to see Jesus when they look at me. {don’t let me fool ya…it is scary just typing that sentence out.}
That is a prayer that I have prayed for many years now. Some days I fail HIM. His mercy remains through it all.
Jesus suffered. Jesus was selfless. Jesus was a servant. So if you choose to pray the same prayer as me, remember what you are praying for and adjust your attitude accordingly. {because I sure have to adjust mine as well}
I long to walk in the path that HE has called me to. I know that HE is calling. He has used sisters in Christ to give me HIS message. There is really nothing more beautiful than being prayed over and feeling The Holy Spirit and hearing HIS message through the obedience of Godly women.
It really is a true picture of just how much Jesus loves us. That HE cares enough to speak to us if we will just open ourselves up to it. It is a picture of grace and mercy and patience in the way that God will give you the SAME message from more than one person. How generous and patient my God is. He knows I’m a hardheaded soul. But HE loves me. He loves you too.
I’m stepping out of that box sister. You told me that I had to because God told you. I’m stepping out. Trusting HIM to hold my hand and the walls are torn down my sweet friends. Thank you for your obedience. God is so good.
FAITH >FEARS
REFLECTION
What about you?
Have any dreams?
Anything that you feel that you should be doing in order for God to receive the glory?
What’s stopping you?
Do you know Jesus and does HE know you?
Is it time to take that next step of faith?
Is your faith bigger than your fears?
RELEVANT SCRIPTURE
Luke 11:28 ~ Jesus replied. “But even more blessed are all who hear the word of God and put it into practice.”
Ephesians 3:20 ~ Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think.”
Hebrews 3:19 ~ Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.
Until Next Time,